As I sit and write this blog, I find my self wondering about quitting everything that is going on in my life. Sometimes life can deal you a bad hand and you just have to play the cards you are dealt. Regardless of all the situations that may go on in you life, you have to keep it moving. As I do some introspection, I really do not have it that bad. I have a house, wife , children, job and plenty other things to go along with those. But the catch is these are some of the very things I want to quit doing sometime.
I know this may not be the most diplomatic way of saying things but I am pass diplomacy. it appears that you work so hard to become better for you and your family but you do move at all. That makes you want to quit. You try to show forth the necessary love to your family but that blows up in your face. You work hard at your place of employment and the next thing you know they are trying to fire you. If not careful all these things can leave a root of bitterness in your heart. This is about the point when you have to look at the Sovereignty of God and rest in that comfort. Though I do not understand everything that is happening I have to believe and know in my heart that it working out for my good. There has to be a reassurance that God is really in control of everything that is happening to me.
As I write I rehearse Romans 8:28 over and over in my mind. That scripture has become my moniker of sorts for progress. I am bugging out but God's massive grace has me chilling. So I make a choice to stay there in the midst of all my issues and misunderstanding because he is sovereign.
Just my thoughts
12/4/07
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